I've always swallowed- even with men I didn't love.
But I do have to admit- that I don't particularly completely love doing it! The reason being that I do have problems with the consistency. I can't even eat egg whites if they are not completely cooked through- and semen has the same type of thick, runny, mucous-y consistency. (I have big issues with anything thats like mucus..)
Sorry, but when I swallowed, I did it really fast so I didn't have to swish it around in my mouth. I really can't stand the consistency. But I don't think the fact that I don't love it means that I'm not being intimate with someone I love- or even someone I didn't love.
I know there are women who swallow who relish every bit of it- but I'm just not one of those. I relish and enjoy that I am pleasing a man and I relish and enjoy that it makes him feel amazing-- but I don't relish and enjoy the consistency or even the taste.
It doesn't taste horrible to me-- don't get me wrong-- but its not exactly a chocolate bar either. lol. The taste really isn't what I have any issues with though-- like I said, its the consistency.
And I think its really crappy when some men make some women feel like shit because they don't swallow-- or because they don't love it as the best thing ever when they do swallow.
Not every woman is going to love doing it.
Think of something you absolutely hate to ingest (flavor or consistency- wise), something that will make you gag if you have it... then imagine that you had to ingest either the consistency and/or the flavor of that from the woman you love. Now imagine that she felt you didn't really accept her or love her unless you did it. Feels kinda crappy doesn't it?!
I think it is a very unselfish thing for a woman to do. I have done it countless times and enjoyed the fact that he enjoyed it.
But do I love doing it? Not really. I do, however, love, love, love the actual sucking and licking part of it.
I'm really good at that- if I do say so myself. lol.